I am currently going through so many emotions and feelings but I can honestly say I am grateful because I know and feel that great change is within me.
CURRENT MOOD
Shout out to my best friend J for calming me down and understanding where my heart and mind are. I am very fortunate in this lifetime to have people that actually care about me surrounding me. We figured where my trigger and frustration came from and honestly, I can say I am sad and annoyed that I am still fighting so hard to move on and the past is still affecting me. I will not be hard on myself though, I have come a long way and J said no one can put a time stamp on healing. I needed that.
I currently feel vulnerable, scared, and loved. Crazy combo huh? HA!
Actually I haven't shopped since the New Year, which I am very proud of. I used to have a serious shopping problem. I believe a lot can relate to. Even when I shopped in January I bought bras and souvenirs in Vegas. The tags are still on the bras... đđ
So I didn't really have a shopping list for the spring since we're all stuck indoors. However, looking for a look for a client I came across an outfit that needed a pair of combat books.
THEN I FOUND THESE BEAUTIFUL THANGS!!!! for da low low
I def needed a new pair of combat boots for myself but these PLATFORM LEOPARD BOOTIES!!! C'mon.... and when I purchased them they dropped down to $56. C'MON!! lol, two leather boots for under $150? Don't mind if I do.