Digging Deep...

Quarantine day 838,494 lol

I don't even know where to begin 😂

Right now, I'm hurting a bit. Nothing happened but I'm just sad because I lost one of my devices that stored important and sentimental information. I will get over it but right now I'm sad lol

However! Looking at this past my nose I feel like this gives me the opportunity to free myself. Freeing myself from myself, freeing myself from my past, and freeing myself from the unsure me... Yeah, I know. HA! All that from a breaking a hard drive?

I had a lot of memories on that device and I believe some still take me to a difficult point in my life. I consistently asked for healing and maybe losing the physical memory was my release. I do feel a little ease but I'm frustrated because I worked really hard to get all that content! But 2020 is all about Bigger & Better huh?

so BIGGER & BETTER CONTENT and I'm about to buy a new durable hard drive lol

Oh, Technology... I have a stong like/HATE relationship with you lol. Especially with having Apple products. My transition and experience has NOT been smooth.

Talking about transitions, I have been adulting and seeking how to continue to develop into being a better human. Discovering & healing me!

I started off with the important areas in my life which are family, health, finances, career, exploring my talents, passions, and dreams. I love the fact that I was able to list the things that mean something to me that I believe will allow me to fulfill my purpose with my time on Earth. I really had to dig deep and think about my likes, dislikes, lessons, Opportunites, accomplishments, etc. It was a great and eye-opening experience for me.

I have my goals so I pray this is just all things falling into place for me to be a Phenomenal Me 🥰

I want to be a source of love, God's love.

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REflecting

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Unsure

Today I have definitely been in all the feels.

With this lockdown going on and a majority of the world at a stand-still, it makes the future look so unclear! Especially when you've made all these fabulous plans for yourself and had expectations lol

I had a consult this evening and boy was it needed for my confidence and spirit. My new client spoke so many encouraging and reassuring words to me and I appreciate it because I really felt unsure about my tomorrows. I plan to continue to grow my fashion styling business and develop to have a showroom and styling services for the city of ATL.

Over the years my faith has strengthened and I can say I KNOW I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me! I just needed a quick reminder and a faith check. I am on God's time and I will remain hopeful and faithful that he will provide and things will fall into place.

HE NEVER FAILED ME YET!